Rant #13704

my mom recently approached me and said that if i was ever going through anything i could talk to her about it. she asked me if i had ever had suicidal thoughts or anything like and i said no. this was a lie and now im just mad at myself. i was given the chance to seek help from somebody and i didnt take it. i dont really have thoughts like that anymore fortunately but i just feel so shitty about that and needed to get it off my chest. Thank you for listening