i dont know what venting will do me. after thorough reflection, ive messed up with the girl i love deeply, the one closest to my soul. and even if we said wed get through everything, i broke her trust real bad (not cheating, id never do that). but you know its just this deep empty feeling cause were still calling together and all but like it feels like its all gonna go to shit and the fact that its all my fault really sits with me. i really love this girl and i understand the weight of what i did. what sucks even more is id really get it if she finally left me. anyways, living in this uncertainty of being with her really scares me and gives me this feeling i never think id feel ever.
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