Hi. I need to take this off my chest. My mother is diagosted with stage 4 cancer, and im only 23. Im scared of losing her so much. Also, day before 2 year anniversary my partner left me. He said i need to change etc, we stayed in touch but i was so confused cause i have a LOT on my plate rn and he knows it all, but i don’t relaly think he wants me back. Finally, today when he called me ive told him the bad results we got from the doctor, and that i think deep inside his soul he knows its not all my fault for break up, and that he still loves me, otherwise i would be blocked and he would’t call me to tell me he loves me or stayed in touch, even discussed possible reunion. Then he said he really does think it, and blocked me everywhere. I begged him not to, at least so i can have a friend in him, even tough i ger re-treumatized every single time we speak, emotions get back and i get rlly hurt, i still love him. Am i gonna die alone? Im scared of all of this….. i dont know what to do,help