Why should I even live? My mother always gets mad at me and calls me blind or deaf. I really wish I was, but that would make me feel worthless. Someone got mad at the same way my mom did, it's my best friend. I wouldn't blame them, I never told them about my problems. But, I wish I did. Maybe I would have had someone to care for me. My dad doesn't even bother helping. My mother would always hit and say curse words at me. She told me I ate chicken wrong, and the conversation became to her not wanting to eat with me. She said she was embarrassed to eat with me. I hate chicken with all my heart now. I just want to die. I hate everything. I vented to my other best friend about my family problems, but they just said theirs is bad too. I'm sorry, I don't have a big ego or being arrogant. But personally I think that you shouldn't make it about you when someone rants. I'm sorry. I just want to die so badly because my family won't even care for me anyway. I'm going to km at September 10. Ykyk