I’m overweight. I’ve self diagnosed myself with binge ed (i feel like I can’t stop eating until I literally hate mys sm and/or (in some cases, make myself) vomit. I’ve had this since I was 10 from my dad dying. My mom doesn’t seem to care, even when I told her I feel like I eat too much and she just focused on when I skipped a meal or two. I hate my body so much and im already ugly from my facial features. My brother is fit and muscular and I wish I could go to the gym but im so insecure of what people will think of me and im so depressed and tired that I don’t get out of bed some days. I just hate it all so much and I wish I could cut all my skin off and die.
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