I feel so tired. I don't want to continue this work anymore. They did raise the salary but the workload is so stressful. I know I should be grateful that I have a work and earning money. But I am barely saving up my money as it is minimum. Now that I want to quit, they raise it? I have not discuss resigning with my team yet. I think the universe is playing with me. Working to this company drains the shit out of me. I used to like these people. But lately it has been toxic as well. Goddamn I don't want to use my brain. I just want my head to be under autopilot. I wish I could pause for awhile. I'm getting tired matching people's energy. This should be my month as my birthday is near. I wanted to celebrate it somehow but lately all I wanted is to disappear.