Uuuuuggghhhh. School starts soon, in about 3 weeks or so. Let me just say that I'm SO. NOT. FUCKING. READY. My mental state is shit, I'm only about a week clean from S/H, I'm having suicidal thoughts again, and school is NOT GOING TO MAKE THIS BETTER! I'm not ready for the pressure of grades and all the stupid drama yet. They better extend summer break another month one of these days, or I swear, I won't be making it to adulthood.