Part 2: I guess what I'm leading up to is I've been through more bad situations from others causing them making my life hell causing me untold amounts of stress than my fam seemingly have. Because they had the drug party staycation lifestyle and hardly worked. Or faked things so they wouldn't have to. And to this day still cause me a lot of undo unneeded unnecessary stress anger and resentment. I've been through hell since I've been here. Yes it'd get better worse better worse. So what do you do with that? I guess I'm just saying they dont have a clue the misery I've been through. Working with so many childish people that would be shitty or act like children. Not just to me but to others too. Only later did I understand why my cousins wife and other cousin refused to work there it was a hellhole full of snakes. And I would merely try to get along with others and be called too nice condescendingly. Um how's this🖕is that nice enough for you then? Smh. Unbelievable how I was treated.