I don't understand how so many people can side with a manipulative abusive cheater. Why does he get to live his life happy and carefree everyday while I feel miserable and constantly think of what he's done. Its hard to think anyone will actually love me when so many could care less for how he treated me in the past. I mean my own friends sided with him despite him literally saying hed abusive our kids if we ever had any.. and no one said anything! crazy!!!!!!!!! He literally laughed at me when I told him about an attempt I did. I actually hate him so much. AND he even cheated on me and his friends knew about it and still sided with him. Its so tiring knowing that anyone could do anything to me and the people I care most about could care less. It feels like I care more for other people than they ever could for me.