i escaped depression and several suicide attempts about a year ago. im better now. however now that i dont want to die anymore, life seems intent on killing me. i got hit by a car, had a narrow miss with a bus, I fell off a cliff (thankfully no severe injuries), i experienced cold shock and nearly drowned, i had a heatstroke, i just... I failed so badly at dying all the times i tried to do it myself, but now that ive stopped it seems the world jas decided i didnt get enough of a taste of death. all these things happened in the past year. less than, I think. im just scared. i dont want to die anymore.
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