I hate my life. I have been watching porn since I was younger than 6. I tried to have sex with my 2-year-old brother and 3-year-old sister when I was 6 and I got locked in a room not allowed to be around the family because of it. I was sent to a mental hospital for a week then he gave me back to the foster family he ripped me from in court because it made him looked better for his bio kids. My new stepdad then rapped me for 8 years and when I tried to tell my stepmom she called me a liar till eventually he kicked me out calling me a whore. That whole family testified against me in court calling me a liar, child abuser, animal abuser, and many other things. My current foster family is rich but ignores me. I get every animal they rescue or think they can make money off of and then they don't help take care of them, so I bond with the animal, and they die. I lost everything and I feel so alone and isolated. I tried therapy, medicine, talking to people and it doesn't help. I want to die.