This might sound like kinda of a weird rant also I’m like really high right now so here it goes Sometimes I don’t like being human and having this body that might sound like a gender thing but it kinda is but isn’t I mean I am trans but this is something more then that I don’t like being human because I feel like we don’t do anything good rn at least in this life time I’m constantly scared that my rights are being slowly taking away or really fast sometimes I feel selfish about being human in this body in this life because I know I’m pretty privileged I had food and water and I have shelter when I was growing up the basics and I know other people have it a lot worse I feel awful when I look at myself in a mirror I don’t see myself I see this animal this flesh of meat and I don’t like it I still have humanity, of course I’m not a monster sometimes I see people as stars they are so beautiful but also just gas in the sky