you just dont know when to stop stabbing me in the heart? over and over again. Im so sick of feeling this way. How can you send vulnerable intimate voice messages to me about what you thought and felt and then turn around and throw it all in my face. I feel so disgusted. I feel sick inside. You partied, followed multiple of girls including a stripper.. is all of this bullshit? Is it rubbish. The fuck is wrong with you. I almost feel this vile hatred for ever letting you in.... This pain.. this rage. You want me to hate you