i don't know if i wanna live alone or if i just wanna die. im tired of living with my family evey single move i do or don't do gets noticed and im tired. im so tired of everything. it's like everything that i try to do is useless, an act of incompetence, or just outright incapable of being anything. ive followed everything they've said just to get out of trouble and the one time i try to choose on my own, i ALWAYS get discouraged or criticized. im tired of everything. ive lost all confidence in myself and i don't believe that ill ever manage. i wish i could restart elsewhere or just die.