I miss my friend so so much. We would fall asleep on call together, text flirty messages, vent, just acknowledge and love eachother unconditionally. Looking back I think I did love her. And now that she's gone I feel like a ver important part of me is now shattered and broken never to be put back together. It's been months but I just can't get her out of my head. She called me negative behind my back, said I was too much, that I was exhausting to be around. I was just in a really bad spot. I needed you Madi. I needed the one person who was always there for me, Madison Peterson. And now you've changed, all of our friends say your now the negative and exhausting and the friend who's too much. But we decided not to leave you because we know your in a bad spot, especially with ur Ed. Please just come back to me my beautiful sweet girl, I'll listen, I'll help you, I'll be everything you need, just please come back. I need you. I need her. She was my everything.