I once had the most great homeboy ever. As a very strict family I have I'm not allowed to make friends with boys. But it's like he came into mylife suddenly and become the most trust worthy person ever. Waleed. I always looked up for him since he was older than me but he meant so so much to me. He healed me from the wounds of me and my mother's issues and helped me get stronger and go through so much shit a teenager can experience. Literally was my other pair of shoe. I can never do anything or think of anything unless he knew about it I trust him more than my parents at this point. Until my senior year of high-school, he blocked me. The most frightening thing I could every imagine is him leaving me without a reason , no text no nothing. Which made me sit for a year questioning if I'm a bad friend. Until he reached me again to make fun of me for missing him. Made me realise I've made the most perfect picture of him that he isn't. And today I gladly say I don't want you in my life.