My mom wanted to talk abt me being trans. It turned out horrible. She said I was unnatural, faking it and asked 'where did you get this shit from?'. I feel so fucking horrible and I hate her. she treats it as just a phase and wants me to go over it, plus she was playing the victim while talking. I cried the whole night and planned my suicide although i had no materials, and I also forgot my razor in the bathroom. I feel like a monster. I could have just been born normal. it all started cause i told my sister to not draw me in a skirt and she continued to do so and my mom took her side. I can't wait to tell my psychologist everything then kill myself. I just wanted to be a normal boy.