i don't get it? why is it so hard for me to accept who i am? like i grew up with supportive parents but every single time i think about the possibility of ever publicly being with another woman or coming out to almost anyone i feel sick? the thing is i am in a relationship with another girl and i've caught feelings for them several times? whenever i see someone who is of a religion that i know doesn't accept lgbt i feel scared. it's stupid , i know! but i just feel like i can't be like myself. because if they knew, i'd be a loser- i feel like i have to hide a part of myself to cater to random people who most of which would probably accept me.
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