I’m just tired of it all. My mother, my sister, my father. ALL OF IT. My father just shows me stupid things on social media and just embarrasses me. He attracts attention everywhere he goes. On purpose. My mother is just so stuck on pleasing everyone. She cares about expectations, and impressions. Hell, I can’t even wear what I want. I can’t be who I want because she exists. I can’t be myself in front of others. Even my friends. My parents barely even know who I am. They don’t interact with me. They’re glued to their phones literally. They don’t even take a single fucking minute to talk to me about what I like. I think I might even be depressed. I’ve lost interest in my hobbies and I just kind of feel it would be better if I’m dead. My sister laughs about stupid things and is just straight up annoying. I’m tired of acting like I’m ok. But if I let it all out, what will happen then? What I care for will slip out. I have great friends and all. But my family is just annoying.