I’ve always had this gnawing feeling of being a burden in my household. It only became worse when my mother asked me to buy some tickets online. I accidentally got the tickets from a third party website, it was my fault that I didn’t check. And caused her to pay more than she needs to, I feel so guilty. It has been a week since it happened and it still haunts me back. I love my mom, I really do, but I just feel like I can’t do anything for her. I mess up every time, I feel like a burden and a disappointment. There has been many cases like this, I have seen her work hard, it only makes me feel worse that I’m wasting it. I’m scared to go out and hangout with my friends now, I’m scared of spending more. But now, my friends thinks I’m ignoring them. I really wish I could just drop out of school and get a job, but that’ll disappoint even further.