I hate confrontation so much. I hate asking for stuff I need. I hate for people having to bother with me. I hate that I have to go to my dad to ask for stuff to alleviate my dysphoria knowing what he thinks of it. He thinks I’m crazy. I ask politely and explain all the reasons and he states at me blank faced and says ‘well talk about this later’ I have a feeling of dread pooling in my stomach and it won’t go away I’m so scared please I know he won’t hurt my physically but his words always grates and my mind and emotions and I don’t think he even knows sometimes.
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