I hate my parents sm and I feel like my bf is losing feeling for me I'm gen going insane rn bc they took my phone a month ago and they think its helping mee but I'm js getting fomo and things between me and my friend have been rough and Ive been js thinking Abt how life would be better without my parents I hate them sm Ive thought Abt them dead and they keep saying religouse stuff in my face which is making me not belivr in God anymore I js hate life sm rn I feel like my bf doesn't feel the way from the start, bc he doesn't text me first mostly and doesn't send me any vids "I'm using my dad's phone to text him on tt" and he wont ask to hang out anymore and I always have to yesterday I had to give my dad his phone back after waiting an hour to playing with him and we never did today he didn't even ask, I feel like he thinks its a chore to even text me