Sigh, I feel so embarrassed to be on this website first, it is very out of character for me. Im a young 20yr old female who thinks she has made a mistake. Im in a toxic relationship with a man who is slightly older than me (24). I ended up moving out with him early in the year of 2025. We spend most of the days pointlessly arguing and even my therapist says i am in a toxic relationship based on what I've told her. He downgrades me always putting me down and making sure i feel like complete shit. He doesn’t consider how his actions make me feel and he never apologizes always curses at me when i try to address issues he actively avoids trying and giving in effort. It is a sad relationship and i feel stuck and severely depressed he is emotionally abusive. Physically almost there but it isn’t too bad just a lot of forcible grabbing and stuff. I don’t know why i love this man. Im not working and i don’t have nothing going on for myself i feel done like I’ve given it my all.