i hate you so much for doing this to our family, i hate you for slowly ruining it, i hate you for hurting the only man who only did nothing but to love you, i hate the fact that you're acting like what you're doing is simply just for fun, without knowing and realizing how your freaking family are suffering from it. why are you trying to ruin our family ma? i thought working there will help us to be better again, to be a family who are not struggling so much, but why does everything are becoming just a mere dream? you said when you'll be able to get there "we'll be better, we'll live freely and happily" again, ma all the things you said are not becoming true. i hate the fact that you think we're doing fine here, bur we're not. we know how big are your sacrifices for just working there, but why does it feel like, it's much better if you didn't go there? will everything be better if you came home? will everything that you've done there will be all worth it? or you'll choose to run away?