my psychiatrist appointment that ive been looking forward to for months and desperately needed randomly got canceled cuz he thought it was a good idea to just dip out for no reason, and ive been so excited to hangout with a few of my classmates because ive been so lonely only for my dad to end up changing his mind, its a stupid thing but it was the only thing that kept me going because im so so depressed, im genuinely so so mad because everything that kept me going for months just completely shattered