heard someone refer to sexual and religious grooming as being "mindraped" and yeah. thats really what it feels like being corrupted and abused so young by a guy who your family wants you to be with because he's "a nice young christian man" and he's not a girl and they're homophobic :DDD i know there is CSEM online of me :DDD sometimes i dissociate or have short periods of time/memory loss and am pretty sure i have had a seizure from remembering or realiszing