atp ive completely come to terms with this is all i am. pretty much just a punching bag until something finally kills me. I cant bring myself to do better, no matter how much help or meds i get or how much better everything gets. This is just who i am im never supposed to fit in. I still cant help but wish one day that everything will be okay, and that i can live a normal life eventually with the few people who actutally care. But itll never happen and im stupid for even thinking it. I hate my life so much, i want to end it badly but i dont want to burden anyone else even more, so ill just wait
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