I'm so tired of having to be the "best version of myself" I have issues, i have a disorder that makes me want to kill myself on a daily basis. but no. I have to make sure i don't upset ANYONE else. i have to be good. i have to be happy and polite. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS WHEN I'M STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE WITH MY OWN. I. DO. NOT. GIVE. A. FUCK. I don't care if i upset you or make you feel guilty. maybe YOU should have been more considerate to ME instead of making my issues that i can't control, all about yourself.
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