I’ve been struggling with Derealization everyday I’ve been alive. Every single thought, feeling, emotion, touch, sound, smell, taste, and sight, feels so fake. And far away. It’s nauseating. This sucks. I’m going crazy. Actually. If anyone is reading this.. PLEASE GIVE ME A MESSAGE OF SOME SORTS?? IM ACTUALLY GOING CRAZY IS ANYTHING REAL AM I REAL IS THIS ALL A JOKE IS ANYONE READING THIS DOES EVERYONE THINK IM LYING AM I STUPID IS THIS STUPID STATIC IN MY BRAIN AS FAKE AS THE SENSES ARE? Im actually not ok. I just want to be real. I want the people in my head to shut up. Ollie, Trixxy, my Mom, and that THING. All live in my head. I’m being fr I can hear them See them.. And feel their presence. I cant see SEE them. I can see them if I close my eyes I listen really hard to their voice. I don’t like this. I want to kill myself. But I really really don’t want to kill myself I love live But theres no point Im not going to kms Just kinda be sad for a bit, idk. Idrc.. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯