Ive accidentally become the favorite person of someone with bpd and its fucking exhausting. I also have mental health issues ( mdd, gad, adhd, some npd traits and disorganized attachment mostly avoidant tho ) and every moment of the day its like they switch up on me. I love them very dearly, theyre like family to me but theres only so much i can take. I can handle caring to their every emotion and ik i dont have to but i feel a NEED to be the superior person and be kind. Theyve gone though enough and i dont wanna hurt them but i cant handle all these switch ups omfg.. i lowk wanna ghost them but like i cant cuz they lowk one of my only friends but this shit is EXAUSTING like kill me alr omfg
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