I just cheated on a final exam for a class im retaking over the summer. I felt so guilty hoping I wouldn't get caught but then ironically used AI to see if AI gave me the wrong solutions. My professor warned us not to use AI bc he specifically put questions that AI would get wrong and sure enough 5 questions were wrong so he will definitely catch me. I wish I could hope for the best but at this point it doesn't look too good. I'm already at Subject to Dismissal Status and entering my senior year. I felt so embarrassed and pressured but I'm also so mentally ill that I shame myself and never have compassion for myself. I'm so fucking dumb and at this point I hope my professor looks over it and lets it slide or finds a solution that isn't reporting me to the Dean. I hope we can talk it out maybe. Since I'm subject to dismissal though I cannot fall below a 2.0 in a quarter or I'm automatically dismissed so even if he doesn't report me and I get an F. I'm getting kicked out and its sad.