I hate myself everyone always tells me things will get better but I have been waiting for things to get better since I was 12 things are not getting better for me all I do it hurt the people around me and im a burden to my family and parents i deserve to murdered I wish someone would murder me and I would go missing or something so people would feel bad about the way they treated me im useless im a bad a friend and a bad family member I haven’t been happy in years I wan tto killmyself