something feels wrong within me. Not my body, but my soul. kinda. i was conceived in an act of pedophilia, my father also having raped my mother during her pregnancy with me. i cannot help but feel disgusting. nobody will ever understand what this feels like for me, at least nobody that i know personally. i am sixteen, engaged to a boy who treats me like i am worth everything and anything. i see the love that he holds for me but it doesn't feel right. it doesn't feel okay. i feel like i am a rotting soul. i am not at peace and sometimes i would just rather kill myself.
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