I hate myself, I hate my body, I'm ugly, I'm gross, I can never even get up to shower. I haven't brushed mohair in two weeks, I haven't had a shower in over a week, I haven't brushed my teeth in a month, I wanna die, I can't clean my room, I can't think properly, I can't focus, and no one notices, it's tiring just writing this. I don't like anything anymore. I hate myself. I hate my family. I hate my room. I hate socialising. I hate going outiside. I hate staying inside. I hate the sun. I hate the cold. I hate the heat. I hate my mental health. I hate everythign. I wanna like something, but I cant.