Realized I just had my biggest meltdown in a while. Quit the job I just started cause I physically got so overwhelmed I couldn’t stop thinking. Bothered everyone in my support radius. Called helplines, this place. Probably asked questions to people who are even whose job it is to help answer. Probably apologized to everyone I talked to ten times over. Physically feel so tired but haven’t been able to sleep the day since it started. And now that it’s ‘done’, I just gotta…sit with it. And now I’m just like, what the fuck just happened?