im so lost at what to do idk where to ask im entering 1st year college taking multimedia arts but im having second guesses and considering vetmed. the colleges in my area don't offer vetmed and the nearest college is in a different province. im worried about becoming an irregular student because id be behind, and im really worried about my own abilities in STEM (ironic, cuz im a stem grad in hs but i felt like a fraud cuz im generally kind of decent or probably bad at chemistry). i like mma but i have a feeling id accept vetmed more and it pays more...why is it so hard to choose. it's like it'll determine who i'll be in the future. it's scaring me. what should i do highkey