Ughh it feels like my mom has ruined so many foods for me. Almost every night she'd make mac n cheese, green beans, fried stake, or spaghetti. Every. Single. Night. And if we had no food wed have to eat ramen noodles. I hate all those foods now. I can't bare to eat them. I kinda want to try but I cant. It doesn't help that my brother would send her money to spend it on weed instead of food that we DESPERATELY needed. She also didn't use to pay the bills. Every other week the internet, electricity, or water would be out. I especially hated when the water or electricity was out. I don't live with her anymore but living with my dad doesn't feel any better. He physically abuses the animals and I hate it. Im in constant fear he'll get rid of my cat or my retired service dog.. I rather he abuse me to be honest. -LG