never trust anybody. i keep thinking surely this person will not hurt me and continue the streak of every fucking person i let into my life hurting me and leaving me for dead but no even you. i fucking trusted you and now youve successfully ruined my life. it's been MONTHS leave me alone must you do this to me? i dont understand why you hate me so much when all i wanted was to be your friend. fuck im alone again. i am always going to end up alone. i hate it. i hate it here. why am i still here. i never asked for this. i wish somebody would kill me because im too much of a pussy to do it myself