im so good at dealing with crises its a bit of a problem. like, ive had three separate absolutely catastrophic incidents this past month that i will not go into detail on but its been like potentially extreme consequences bad that ive just kind of handled on my owj swiftly and now its fine. but ive not been given any emotional support for this not even a check in on if im okay and the other people affected have been fussed over despite them doing none of the actual work or really having to deal with any consequences and yet its their emotional states not mine including me im part of the problem im also trying to be strength for others. i have plainly stated in simple words id also like some support but these requests have been generally ignored outright or given a youre fine. sometimes i wish i could have a devastating crashout to be noticed but im too resilient for that so ill just complain privately instead