Do you ever feel like your feelings don't matter, even if you assure yourself they do? Well, that's what I am feeling right now. Everytime I get upset, people just tell me "calm down" LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG. If you REALLY WANTED ME TO CALM TF DOWN, THEN AT LEAST LET ME LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON MAKING A CARELESS MISTAKE OR HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM 100% DONE. The reason I struggle to reset when I get upset before I do anything fun is because I already lost all of my spoons. I am autistic, and this makes it especially harder for me. Where is God when I need him?