It makes me crazy that my friends just up and leave me on read for years at a time. I have to msg first to get a response and the past 2 years, I've stopped magic first and literally haven't had but 3 conversations with any of these people. I honestly think I can't call them friends anymore. And I'm starting not to. I have a lot going on ATM and just wanted to talk to friends to feel less alone and haven't gotten any responses for 3 months now. While they are active with each other and playing video games together and even streaming. (We're gamers 😆) But I just feel so left out and alone. I'm not the type of friend to just dump my issues onto others, in fact it makes me feel extremely embarrassed to vent about my problems and daily life issues because it seems like others don't have these issues and I don't know how to fix/help the issues I have. Which is a me issue, I know. I just wanted to feel less alone because I'm technically homeless(staying in a hotel while I job search)