I’m female 34 I have no friends, I have a partner 37 two step kids 14,16. We have two kids 1 and 3. His 14 is fucked up mental health and so much more I can’t even be bothered writing but overdose x 2 and doesn’t seem to care, just said her dr says adhd but I think narcissist or bpd. Daily issues. Blended families suck so fuckijg bad I’d never repeat it. I had a 10 yr relationship before this and that ended unhappy and I love and happy with my partner but I feel I’m so stuck in a part time job waiting for the future and half the time I hate my rucking life and I definitely hate my step daughter I want her to move to her mother. Had a first session with counselor acc sensitive cos past issue and alcoholism and. I just don’t know how to go forward and be happy partner is trying but I’m home alone as he’s working and I have no One to talk to, he hangs with work people sometimes I don’t have that option.