I'm so tired of having to see the person who sa'd me. I told my brother that I didn't like him and he jokingly said "he touched you?" And it hurt so much to hear that out loud. I was only 7 and the person was just a few years older but I didn't know it was wrong. I was beaten by my mother because of it as if it was my fault. I needed someone to be there for me but not even my mom could do that. I'm rotting away. Im cut my arms twice and I really don't want to hurt myself. I just wish I could talk to somebody about it but I'm scared. I'm scared my family won't take it seriously. I'm scared no one will hear me. I'm scared.