I miss my mom. This is going to sound bad, but I miss when it was just my mom, my sister, and me, plus my dad whenever he would come around. I know now we’re at least stable, and she’s with my stepdad now, but idk I miss our little girls’ dates. Going out with her, being able to tell her anything. I just want it back. Now she has 3 kids with my stepdad. Ik me and my sister are getting older, but I just miss when it was just us. I feel like I can’t tell her anything. She lets her husband disrespect me and doesn’t say anything. It’s like she’s mind-controlled. I felt so proud of my mom before she had more kids and got married. Now I feel so ashamed of her and her husband. I feel disgusted. I can’t believe this is someone I looked up to. I’m so mad and angry. Why won’t she listen to me? Her husband criticizes me, brings up how I look, my weight, and insults my bf. Nothing I do will ever be enough. I try to be nice to him, and I’m met with insults saying how I’m stupid. He fantasizes about