Typed a message what I wanted to say to you but then erased it. It takes me a second. I never had the courage to hit send. Something along the lines of… I wish you cared as much as I do, I wish you’re there whenever I needed you, I wish when you said “love you” it was true. How can I get over you? When you remember the little things I say. But you’re never really there when it really mattered.