I feel like im going back to the way i felt when I was a child. I wanted people to see what I went through. I hoped that when they see, they see the battle I went through without me having to say it. I want my body to tell my story for me. It signifies my past worries, my mistakes; the fact that im human. I don’t feel like harnessing this feeling again. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone, and that is of my own doing. I am scared for my life. My life, pieces of my heart i placed into people. I should’ve never done that. Why would I do that. I shouldn’t have. Know your place. Accept YOUR PLACE for your own sake of mind. How could you? Im tired. Im so tired already, i’m not sure why. I know you exist Lord, please tell me why I feel like this. Am I under attack by the enemy? Why now and why me? I feel like I can't handle it sometimes.