"Thats a lot of vomit for a kid." was all I heard when I woke up in the hospital. I was 10. I remember my mother said I looked good for a 10 year old, and the next thing I knew, I was being force fed her shit. She said I was a slut for trying to get my step dads attention. Now I'm 13 and I wanna kill myself. My step dad is so sweet, but my mother doesnt like it when my step dad gets me food to eat, water to eat, and distance from my mother. I already have a plan. Shoot myself infront of my moms room ir in her room while she works.