I dated this person who I helped them realize things about themselves and then I had an issue an broke up with them not bc they weren’t good enough for me but because other stuff was going on and I was told to and I felt guilty, anyways I wanted to be friends, and I kept texting your until one day you popped and got too uncomfortable, saying that she’d like to go non contact because focus on school and still being friends with an ex was affecting her so ok, I tried to purduadecher but ok, and then after like 3 months after asking for closure she gave it and still decided that even though I gave and helped her so much I wasn’t goi kg to be a part of her life, I know it wasn’t personal but fuck. It hurts, I know it’s just because she remembers everything as exes, and all of that with me when experiencing bad things and now I’m alone, again, god I miss having someone like that, FUCKING HELL I HATE JYSELF