i have no friends, no support system, my boyfriend left me. he left me about a month ago and i am still so sad. i have no one to vent to or anyone to cry to. i just accept it and smoke until i feel better. i had a dream about my ex last night that he was having sex with another girl. i cant stop thinking about him awake or asleep. i was with him for a year and i feel like life is not getting any better. i never wanted to die more than i do right now. i have no one and i hate myself. i cut myself a lot and i don't know how to stop. i feel lost. i turned 20 not too long ago. i want to die and i dont think thats going to change.
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