I’m so fucking tired I wake up every single day trying to act like everything is fine I’m just so drained I’m so tired of living life has been a pain in the ass for me. I’ve been doing everything I can to get my mind off so many things I try to be happy but I’m so drained I’m am to the point that any emotion just turns into straight up anger and toxicity. I’m so fucking tired I’m just like a human walking door Matt I look so fine on the outside but in the inside I’m so fucking drained I feel nothing but emptiness and anger I’m fed up with everything and everyone like they all can kiss my fucking ass I don’t care anymore I’m getting to the point where I just dont want to love anymore it’s fucking crazy how drained I am. Nobody realizes how drained I am and they always be like “but you seam so happy”. Wsg thing you know I crying and screaming at the top of my lungs cause you cant feel what I feel I try to stay afloat but it’s like something heavy is bringing me down..I’m so drained…